Being "houseless" you receive a lot of projection, which is essentially discrimination and today I just wanted to sit inside out of the rain and do a bit of drawing.  You generally can't do that in this world without paying something to someone especially this time of year and even when you do it feels like a lot of unnecessary sabotage comes in again and again!

While in London over the summer I found one of these little scooters that had been left out with the trash in a quiet neighbourhood.  I decided to use it to scoot about London as it lit up (which was cool) and seemed to move quicker than a scooter of that size should do.

Some people say "what is gaslighting" some say "it's by accident".  Either way it's always your fault and it doesn't matter if you point it out to them in a nice way or not.  Which leads me to believe that if you point it out in a nice way and they call you rude then it's on purpose and not by accident.  This is psychological abuse.

I recently invested in a vape for £30.  This is one of the best inventions I've seen in a while and nobody even cares.  They do think a big chuck of metal guzzling gas is a great invention though!

A question I get asked every day at least once a day is why is nobody helping you.  The answer I give which never appears to be a satisfactory one is normally "they don't help people like me" or "I'm not enough of a victim". 

Rather than believe what I'm saying is true and that there really is no genuine help available unless you accept that you are mentally or physically sick, addicted to something terrible and it's that which is stopping you submitting to the perception of needing to work for the rest of your life.  It's easier to project that I don't know how to get a job, or run a business and must have done something wrong, be in too much pain, or be too sick to "fix".

Living "rough" as they call it which is essentially without a house which they call "homeless".  I like to find a quiet dry place to sleep.  The latest place in Taunton where I seem to be getting left alone is what looks like possibly an old cow shed which looks like it is part of Vivary Park in Taunton.  A lovely high ropes course which may not be all it appears to be on first glance.

We live in a world where the opposite perception to this has been the case for thousands of years which is a long time for a lot of agenda's delusions and narratives to be spread around by a lot of people that did accept this as a reality and didn't want to speak about it.  All in the name of our safety.  Safe and effective the best way to be, the perfect enslavement of humanity.

We are told that mind reading doesn't exist and that humans can't do it but has anyone stopped to look at the world and really analysed whether that's true or not.  When you do this it's more likely to be true than false as far as I can tell.

This is a phrase I've been saying to myself constantly over the last few weeks in order to try and change the energy around me from one of projection to one of connection.  When the public see a person living "houseless" and busking there are no end of projections that they are pre conditioned to think and it starts to get tiring having to justify your existence every day.

According to the 100th monkey experiment we are supposed to be learning from the youth.  I've been analysing them and if that's the case then I think we are doing it all wrong (which we are) but to be honest I'm not sure they have any answers either!

Does anyone really know anything about this "club" or group ideology that is basically a secret religion.  There is lots of conflicting advice online and lots of narrative but I think it's safe to say that everyone accepts they exist however does anyone know anything for sure about them?