I've spent the last 6 years, intensely changing who I am, how I see the world and what I do to try and help myself feel "happy". In my opinion it takes fearless awareness of what is actually happening in your reality, instead of engaging in what the world tells you to do, through various forms of subliminal mind control to be happy.
The more I disengaged from the various things that keep people acting in delusion (that may sound harsh but bare with me) the better and healthier I feel but would I call that "happy". I'm not so sure to be honest. Happiness is also an unachievable concept that has been sold to us through films and TV. Carry on doing it this way or that way and then you will be happy. It's like an end point that you never reach.
I've done crazy things with my diet, extreme fasts, extreme moments of isolation and extreme things with music, hallusinogenic's and rested my head and slept in places that most people would find extreme. These are all possible blog posts for another time as it's been quite a journey.
Although you reach levels of consciousness that feel amazing and you let go of so much in order to feel the bliss of just connecting with who you are in the moment with nothing else mattering the flip side of that is that you've let everything go, so there really is nothing to attach to and that is hard to deal with and frankly can be terrifying. Do enough of it and you find yourself in a reality where everyone is attached (in my perception) to things that now seem absolutely ridiculous and not what they appear to be on the surface at all as I'm now looking at the meaning of everything in a much deeper way to the average person and the pain or fear that the average person would feel in doing that, doesn't exist for me anymore and it's hard to remember a time when it did, however it must have at some point as I used to see things that way to.
Last night I started to think about the emergency services or 999, the police, ambulance and fire brigade and the absurdity and ridiculousness of it all. Last week as I mentioned in a previous blog post How I deal with anger. I had my head split open again by another nutter (it's happened a few times living this life) smashing me over the head and this time it was with a spirit level. Once I realised that the bleeding wasn't stopping and it likely needed stitches I called 999 for an ambulance and it was a very different experience to what I've had in the past. It is now like ringing a doctors surgery where you get asked all sorts of questions to verify a load of nonsense in the moment. I kept saying "I've been attacked and had my head split open, so are you sending the ambulance yet". I had to work very hard to even get to that stage and eventually they said they were sending one and it could take anything from 1 to 5 hours to get to me. It seemed almost unbelievable to me that this was a service for emergencies and I had been attacked and was bleeding! So this has led me to do a lot of thinking about these so called services and what they do actually do to help as you hear them making noise and affecting vibration with their loud sirens all through the night however are they doing anything of any real value and how many "emergencies" are they actually attending.
When you think about it an emergency is an individual perception based on a person's idea in the moment and it's actually impossible to design a service around a large society of people that will all have different idea's of what a so called emergency is! So who is deciding for these group of so called noisy big vanned helpers what an emergency is and what emergency's they should be attending. Well the short version I expect is the Government or the Governed Mind with policy that is engendered by the rich elite and them deciding how to spend your tax money based on their perception of what they think an emergency is.
So I started to think, there are big vans driving around making a shit load of noise attending emergencies that are mainly just a drunk person lying down where they shouldn't be, causing no harm to anyone. Meanwhile someone gets attacked and can't be seen for hours (and gives up on the entire idea of using them in the end) because they are too busy attending emergencies that are essentially the perception of the governments idea of an emergency which generally are things that effect the payment of tax. A drunk person lying down in the street not causing anyone any harm isn't paying tax and essentially isn't paying their wages so that is now their emergency! It's interesting when you think about it like that, the real emergencies for these "helpers" are in the parts of society and with the people that are the most threat to their job or existence of being a helper. This in itself feels like the "real" EMERGENCY to me!
It feels like an emergency to me that supermarkets, shops and millions of businesses are throwing out ridiculous amounts of food every day meanwhile the average homeless person with a crack addiction or alike is asking for spare change to buy food from these supermarkets. That feels like an emergency to me! It feels like an emergency that their are men walking around with tits on their head and weapons to tell these homeless people that they are wrong, shouldn't be doing it and moving them on and they aren't going into the supermarket and stopping them throwing away food in the moment. Why aren't these men with tits on their head going into the supermarkets or businesses and telling them off for throwing away good food, confiscating it and giving it to the vulnerable in order to help with a real emergency! When you start to look at the world like this you can literally go on and on and yet the majority of people in the world think the police do an amazing job, are pleased to see them about and a lot of the women even give them attention on the basis that they have a sexy uniform! It's quite remarkable.
Most of the "emergencies" attended by these noisy vans affecting a peaceful vibration in a town or city, coincide with the school holidays and also with school breaks....we want children growing knowing we are here, trusting us and accepting the reality that we attend the correct "emergencies".
There are young children, being forced to sit in a small classroom for 6 hours a day, forced to follow orders and answer the five questions I talk about in the blog post What this world seems to be about. They are told when they can go to the toilet, when they can go outside, when they can talk or speak, they are fed a load of nonsense about how this world works, they learn nothing about their own body, mind and how to actually improve their own vibration or sense of self in the world. They learn to be good slaves that will work for the rest of their live and pay copious amounts of tax for the money they earn, the things they buy with it and the relationships they have around it. This feels like an EMERGENCY to me!! Can we call 999 and say that billions of children are being abused every day by so called "teachers", and health workers.
Which leads me nicely on to the medical indoctrination that is also cemented in schools.
The average child in the states apparently gets around 50 injections in their lifetime. I'm not sure what it is in the UK but even if you consider that pretty much every child gets an injection of some kind as soon as they are born and we're not even talking about the ridiculous things that were and are still are happening around COVID. Children are being injected on a regular basis at the say so of their "abusive parents" who know NOTHING and I mean nothing about what is in the injection, what it is doing to the child long term and their justification is "clever people know more than me about it". This feels like a massive EMERGENCY! If you were walking around the street and a man in a white coat said "let me inject your child with this vaccine that will help them to never get a runny nose again" would you do it!!! NO you wouldn't, you would ask "what is it, what proof do you have etc. etc." Well the truth is if a man in a white coat has been to the same type of schools and been abused and brainwashed to a high enough level we have been conditioned to just accept they know more about what they are putting into your child's arm!! These are the same schools that I previously established are abusing children with big gates so they can't ever escape! Like prisons......THIS FEELS LIKE AN EMERGENCY!! Can I ring 999 about it? No they would do everything in their power to make my "school of thought around this" which ironically I didn't learn at school, wrong and not considered an emergency and in fact I myself would become the emergency because I threaten all of the jobs they do and their entire existence.
As we established earlier the emergencies they visit are the ones that threaten the jobs they do and the people that exist in their perceived state of emergency who won't be able to pay tax if their behavior continues.
This is obviously a big subject that upsets a lot of people as dealing with the levels of guilt you may feel for spending your whole life learning how to effectively sell drugs for big pharma that keep people sick and don't really help anyone is a hard one to take! Guilt and shame and people being to scared to face it keeps the whole thing propped up and them continuing to abuse people and children and effectively kill them quicker. That's my opinion and it's not a popular one I can tell you that! However I'm able to talk about it in a way where it's very hard for anyone to argue against it, especially after the whole COVID pandemic which has really opened the door for people to see what is really going on. It's not just my opinion, there are long term qualified doctors that have dedicated their lives to talking about things like this and does anyone pay any attention to them?! There are a lot of them about but one who I remember off of the top of my head talked a lot about viruses, what they actually are and how they are qualified during the pandemic to try and wake people up.
He was called Dr Tom Cowan. - Dr. Tom Cowan (drtomcowan.com)
I haven't seen or kept up with any of his recent stuff but I know during the pandemic he really helped me to understand what a virus is and how the whole thing has been corrupted and manipulated to sell "drugs". The right kind of drugs, that they condone and not condemn (like weed that grows out of the ground and heals people!) He talks a lot about terrain theory, which is the idea that we all get sick based on the ground we walk, the air we breathe, the food we eat, the drink we drink and basically the shit we put in our body and lastly the patterns of empathic behavior that we mimic in each other.
Who would of guessed that it wasn't a magical thing that travelled through the air that you can't see and only comes out after 9 o clock in the evening! Yup it's invisible and magical and there is nothing you can do in the way you live your life to help yourself so just carry on eating the shit we want you to eat and taking the injections we want you to take and the magical thing you can't see (like gravity) will go away!! Oh thank "god", I don't want to change anything about the way I live as I enjoy outsourcing my own sense of morality to a higher power so so much, thank you "sir".
Does gravity get in the way of the virus....errr who knows, you can't see it either but the illusion of gravity is possibly another blog post for another time!
So as you can see, when you start to see the world as I do, everything starts to annoy you, nothing makes sense, nobody is really helping and everyone seems to be operating under an illusion that keeps the whole thing going, and everything is connected. It's so vast and so complicated, which is by design and there aren't many people that can put it all together, let alone find a way to structure it into a meaningful helpful blogpost so I hope it's not been too hard to follow.
"There must be something I'm missing here, maybe if I stare harder I'll understand the point!"
On a more entertaining note, I then started to think about my kids, how much I miss them and all the fun things we used to do. My son used to be obsessed with the washing machine, when he was 2 he would sit there and just watch it go around and around. When you think about it a washing machine is a strange thing! Imagine if we an Alien race that came down and looked at a washing machine (which is essentially what a young child is doing in that moment) and said what the hell is that. Well, we all wear clothes to keep us warm. Ok but what about when it's warm already? Well we do it anyway because it's considered rude or unhygienic if you don't.....then our clothes get sweaty and smell, so we put them in this machine that spins around with water in it for hours at a time to clean them.....WTF really.....err ok, that sounds like a lot of effort for nothing.....err it's just the way it is, it's been like that for years.....it's called evolving to a functional human being.....errr ok mate!
I then started to think about Alcohol and how there is always glass bottles and pint glasses everywhere in a town or city center. How is that still happening considering how dangerous it is and all the problems it causes! That feels like an EMERGENCY! Why do they still sell alcohol in the supermarkets and in dangerous glass bottles. As a side note I also wonderer why coke have never created their own version of vodka and coke in a plastic bottle, they must have thought of it but I expect there is some kind of weird law that says they can't.
Anyway back to the ridiculousness of Alcohol and the way it is sold.
So we go back to the Alien race landing or a small child old enough to ask questions and saying "what is Alcohol". Well it's a thing they drink that basically makes them sick, dulls their senses and helps them forget who they are and what they are doing. If they drink enough of it they actually are sick and the next day they have a big headache if they drink too much! Sometimes they get so drunk they smash each other over the head with the glass bottles that it's mainly sold in and it's one of the only products where they don't have to list the ingredients and say what's even in it. They just name it and say things like fruity blend!
That sounds absolutely ridiculous and harmful to them, why would they do that?! I don't know it feels like a state of EMERGENCY but I've tried calling 999 about it which is apparently their emergency services and they just hang up on me!
So I think I've made the points I wanted to make in this post and hopefully it will get someone thinking a little differently about the world we life in. I've addressed the point of what is an emergency but what does me highlighting this actually achieve?.....It doesn't feel like a hell of a lot at the moment, it just gives me a load of grief, isolates me and gives me a load of unwanted angry attention a lot of the time. However maybe the readers of this blog are the ones to answer the question "what does it actually achieve?", because if they've read this far, we all have a responsibility to act differently in the world when being shown a new perception or understanding instead of shooting the messenger.
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