Where have all the real women gone!

I say all the time that we are living in the Ma Trix.  Where we've been sold the illusion that being a mum is the most important job in the world and I think that some men have decided they want some of these female privileges too so have decided that they too can be women!  We live in a world where you sell your child to the state, or the government or the governed-mind and you can then rent that child back.  As long as you follow all the rules and be a good boy or girl you can rent your child back in the form of a PA.  A PA-rent or a parent as they like to call it!

So what has happened to reality in terms of what it is to be a woman or a man, raise children and a family.  This is a big subject and I talk about what the concept of a family does to a society in another blog post titled What this world seems to be about. From a personal point of view which is essentially what I'm here for, to rant from my personal opinion and hope that I feel better in doing so, I find it difficult to connect and engage in a relationship with a woman anymore and develop any form of meaningful intimacy.

I'm 43 which puts me in an awkward category regarding dating, especially as I look about 30 or even younger some might say.  So that means I potentially have a socially acceptable age range of about 20-50 when it comes to choosing a date.  You can get some very mature 20 year old's and because I look young enough, society wouldn't frown upon me for walking around with a 20 year old, although the parents might do if they knew my age!

In a world that is full of subliminal messaging, hollywood licensed songs, films and news from the BBC (british bulshitting corporation) you're always dealing with various levels of brainwashing whoever you talk to these days.  Unfortunately women or females (the ones without cocks) are I believe easier to manipulate.  On the basis that they want to care more or want to help.  They focus all their energy on caring and or helping the young and not so much on the logic or technicality of what is actually happening.  It's more heart centered and feelings focused rather than mind or mental or thinking.  It's not necessarily a thing they can control especially where children are concerned and it is the way it is.  I see it every day walking around, men and women alike are wearing headphones, staring at their phones but the women appear to have a much higher intensity to the focus they give it than the men do in my opinion.  Men will look up, say hello and generally be more aware of their surroundings.

So what has this brainwashing done to women....

Again, it's a big subject but the things that effect me directly are to do with them being spoiled and having a very strange sense of self importance in the world.  The under 30s are like a different breed.  They've all signed up to dating sites and they get thousands of emails every day from men just desperate to get laid, some of them masturbating furiously and thinking that's hot to them.  They have literally done nothing to receive this attention other than put of picture of themselves up.  Most of them don't even write anything of any value about who they are.  Even if they did is this really the attention they deserve and is this really the best way to engage in a new relationship that will hopefully engender some kind of meaningful intimacy?

The under 20s come with a lot of brainwashing about COVID and viruses so they are all washing their hands furiously with hand sanitiser without a clue as to what it is or even what it is doing to their hands.  They won't let someone like me even touch them, they barely let you eat a meal they've prepared for you without demanding you do the same.

When engaging a new sexual relationship I tend to follow energy and body rather than looks.  So essentially they could have a face like a bag of spanners but if their body looks healthy and there energy seems fun then I'll have some fun.  Over the last year or so I've found that it's only women over 40 that seem to operate outside of the illusion of viruses etc and if they've gone through menopause and are closer to 50 they tend to be much more open for having fun, intimacy and engaging in the moment based on energy rather than following a pre programmed illusion of love and marriage.  Unfortunately most of the women this age have children, or teenagers that essentially behave like adult children abusing their caring confused mother.  It's hard to deal with or spend a lot of time around, so those relationships don't tend to last long either.

You end up being the only source of sensible discipline in the moment and then getting blamed for everything that's going wrong on the basis that you're the one highlighting it all the time.  Even though the mum wants you to "help" she doesn't want you to upset her adult children that have no idea how to live in the world without abusing a mother architype.  They will likely find a wife that operates under the same illusion and the cycle will continue.  Anyway it's not a scapegoating situation that I tend to stay around for very long.

So now I find myself in a situation where I'm living freely, largely outside the system, relying on the good nature of people and "leftovers".  All I seem to be lacking is a women that just wants to hang out in the moment with no agenda, smoke some weed and have some fun.  I literally don't think it exists, so if you are a women reading this blog, you look after yourself and don't need to talk to me through an ideology like a dog or a child and just want to hang out in the moment and have some fun then please get in contact!  I'm not going to outsource my online appeal to a dating site and give them the satisfaction of some kind of cut (similar to the government).